Let GOD Have It

    Have you ever faced a challenge, a strike out pitcher, a situation where you didn't
know what to do, unemployment, a dying child, and wondered where GOD is?
    GOD, where are you?
    GOD, help me.
    You said you'd always be with me, but I can't find you.
    When my wife and I faced our greatest struggle, the loss of a child we were
adopting, we asked those same questions. It took a long time for us, for me, to find
God again. It's not that GOD wasn't there, it's that HE didn't do what I thought HE
should.
    I kept going to church, not the same. I kept praying, not the same. I kept trying to
live a christian life, not the same. My relationship with my wife, not the same. My
work, not the same. In this I could honestly relate to JESUS, on the cross. MY GOD,
MY GOD, WHY HAST THOU FORSAKEN ME.
    Have you ever been there?
    I pulled away from my wife, my friends, my church, and my GOD. I felt so alone,
I would question why I went to work, why I did anything. I felt alone, because I was
alone. I was physically there, but emotionally, I was gone.
    It would be years before I dealt with the loneliness, my self imposed cocoon, a
place of no pain, no hurt. All that time I was begging someone to love me, but how
could they. I wasn't there the shell of me was.
    I want you to know. I now have real joy, real love (especially for the hurting), you
see I've been there. A relationship with my wife, that I never knew was possible.
A relationship with MY GOD that is miraculous.
    If this life experience, was written for you, please leave me a way to get in touch
with you. Your story can have a happy ending. This blog is prayed over daily, but
GOD had me write this for a reason.
                            IS IT YOU IT WAS WRITTEN FOR?